The Desperation What? Oh Pity Me! Pity Me! What is Man? How Can I Lock Out The Dread At My Doorstep? Shoe Trapped In The Door Forcing Hand NO, NO, NO! I Don't Want More! Rejection Words in My Head I Don't Know Where I Am. You Ask Me For A Map But I'm Lost. You Are Separate and Away. I Am Floating Adrift. I Am Here But Not. I Hear But Don't Listen. The Electrons Flow Into A Whirlwind Down Through A Black Hole To The Center Of Emptiness. Out Of Control Waiting In A Line. Marching To The Beat Of Noise.