Mesmerized by the hope of the future
Fear of the past recurring
Meditating on the control of self
Frozen in a state of despair
Let the violins play on
Screech the strings of my soul
Sheltered from the coming storm
Hiding from the light waiting for the end
Waiting for the all clear
Come out come out it is safe to play
The voice is silent I hope in disbelief
Who will save me from me?
Who will free me from me?
Who will be me for me to see it's ok
No one knows me the walls are lined with lead
Even superman cannot find me
Safe from the turmoil and the wind of fickle fate
The song birds of my being silent in the cage of self
Buried in the cavern of emotional lava in the mountain of time
Safe
Secure
Sure
Lost never to be found
Bleeding tears in the ocean of fears
Still 

2001